9:15 p.m.
on the way to the place to be sweet epiphany…looking sweet with my baby…***
January 2010
December 2009
Happy New Year's Eve!
I am enjoying my day off/ New Year’s Eve. I am getting myself together for New Year’s Revolution At Sweet Epiphany! It is going to be so much fun! For the first time in a very very long time, I will be bringing in the new year with someone very special. How excited am I have someone to kiss at Midnight. Begining the new year with the love of my life. This is sure to be one hell of a ride! Thanks 2009, we had alot of up’s and alot of downs, alot of tears alot of smiles. A lot of lessons learned, and a lot of lesson taught. A lot of the same old heartache, that I was so sure was going to end up to be fate. 2009 was the year I really, and truly was going to give up on love, happiness, a family, children, all that. I was preparing for a life of it just being me. And I put out the vauge hope, that yeah if that person that was truly meant for me was to come along I would definantley going to welcome the opportunity. Little did I know the universe decided to jump right on it..lol And here I am. Happy, healthy, and in love with the man that surpasses any other thoughts and ideas I had about what love could be like. All my daydreams, and poem, and journal pages were only the tip of the iceburg. compared to the real thing …they were just an out line. With all this under my belt, I am ready to get it in In 2010!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Play
Superman
I have the best boyfriend ever! I just got home, my baby had my bath water ran and my wash cloth and drying off towel ready and waiting. If that’s not a sign of true love and care…I don’t know what is…aahhh ….
7:34 p.m.
WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL AT WORK? I WILL TELL YOU WHY, BECAUSE MY CO-WORKER IS HELPING THESE TWO FUCKING CUSTOMERS ARE HOLDING UP MY LIFE. BITCH, DO YOU NOT SEE THAT WE HAVE LOCKED THE DOOR, CLOSED THE GATE, TURNED OUT SOME OF THE LIGHTS, AND ME AT LEAST AM SITTING HERE IN MY COAT. WOULDN’T IT MAKE SENSE FOR YOU TO MAYBE COME BACK TOMORROW, WHEN WE OPEN. THEN YOU WOULD HAVE ALL DAMN DAY TO SIT HERE AND WASTER YOUR TIME, BECAUSE NOW…YOU ARE CUTTING IN MY TIME! I SHOULD BE HOME BY NOW, THIS IS SOME BULLSHIT! I SWEAR I HATE WORKING FUCKING RETAIL SOMETIMES! I’M READY TO GO HOME BITCHES! SO FUCKING INCONSIDERATE!
OMG! I WANT MORE INK!!!!
Hooray For My Android Phone! <3
oh shit, I can tumblr from my phone! yay! so now even if the new store doesn’t have internet, you all will be able to hear from me!
“Breathe out so that I can breathe you in”
—“Everlong” -By Foo Fighters
Thanks For Following Me@ fandomisscary! <3
5:10 p.m.
Counting down the minutes almost time to go home. I love tumblr you all have some of the coolest pics I have ever seen! TUMBLRS U ROCK! <3
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves: Who am I to be brilliant
gorgeous, talented fabulous?
Actually, who are we not to be?
You are a child of God,
your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightening about shirking
so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do,
It is in everyone and as we let our own light shine
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.” —Nelson Mandela
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves: Who am I to be brilliant
gorgeous, talented fabulous?
Actually, who are we not to be?
You are a child of God,
your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightening about shirking
so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do,
It is in everyone and as we let our own light shine
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.” —Nelson Mandela
2:34 p.m.
At the job. At this location,only for the rest of this week, and then I am at a new store. I feel half excited half sad. I have been at this store for the last 2 years. And have grown a good friendship with all my co-workers. Now it’s time to build new relationships with new co-workers. I don’t know if I will have internet access there like I do here, so my daily updates will only be when I am at home. That’s cool though. No closing countdowns…lol Anyway. I am in a closing countdown now. 4 hours left until I am back to my clean organized house with the love of my life.
1:00 a.m.
Awake chillen with my love. After he put me to sleep. Damn…love is so amazing, make your body do crazy thangs, and when its all done, he’s there to wipe my tears and tell me he loves me. Not once have I ever doubted this love. This is still so new to me, so wonderful, and amazing. Vision of our future so clear, never hazy. Thankful that God heard me that he saw my struggle, and I earned this blessing. Am always looking forward to what tomorrow will bring….
7:13 a.m.
Is mad because I am awake. Mainly because my boyfriend has stolen all the damn cover, so now I am cold too. So instead of fighting for it back I said fuck it I figured to blog about it..lol
11:19 p.m.
Had a long boring, yet slightly eventful day work, with the local drunk coming in to harass our customers. Gotta love those Detroit crazies. LOL
5:05 p.m.
Is at that place called work, missing that person called my man, wishing I was at that place called home… *le.sigh* 2 more hours and counting…
11:43 p.m.
Is chillen, just got done watching a movie with my hunney. Sent to me cloud 99 and back again. Coming home has put on a whole new meaning…lol
“I wish I was a tear, to be born in your eye…travel down your cheek, and on your lip to die…”
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AAhhh...
Home with the man I love…this is the life man…
1 Hour
I have one more freakin hour of work left thank you sweet baby jesus!
