Starting tomorrow…me and the man are starting our detox…I plan on cutting out all the bad and replace it with good….about to get it in before nyc.Immma loose some pounds before I go. Imma get down …at least a little bit! tired of feeling so fat and round…that all ends tomorrow!
March 2010
February 2010
I am oh so super fantastically excited….today I booked my flight for my 8day vacation to New York!!! Me and the boyfriend just had brunch…now off for me to get my nails and feets did! holla! lol
My man and I just got done cleaning the house, organizing our clothes and I just spent 4 hours organizing and cleaning my room… I love when everything is in a neat place… I have tomorrow off, and it’s a pay day! holla! Breakfast at IHOP in the morting!
I woke up to something wonderful…followed by a hot bath….followed by a ice cold faygo rootbear in a can…ahhhhh….. what a way to start off my day off..
Love….Love…Love…Real….True….Unconditional….Deep…Passionate….Firery…. LOVE»»» I am in all of those. Future…….I am sooo excited to see….
mmmmmmm…..happy…… ..motherfuckin’……valentine’s….day….never in my life have I felt more blissfully happy…….
On Feb. 11, 2010 My whole world changed forever. The store where I work was held up at gun point. The guy came in told everyone to get on the ground, a customer ran by me…and when he ran at her, the only thing I can keep seeing in my mind clearly…was his jeans as he ran past and the gleam of his gun, cocked….finger on the trigger…………………….I am afraid that is a horrifying image that has permanently been viciously burned into my mind, forever..and ever. I will not however let those 60 seconds of time that motherfucker had over my life, rule over me. I will not live in fear. It will take some time for the freshness of this emotional, and physiological mind fuck to wear off… but I know one thing for sure…it will heal over time.
I am at the job…at least I am here with my favorite co-worker! AND! I get off work at 3:30! so excited to go home to my baby! We had a good day yesterday….we laughed we joked…we made caramel…we went grocery shopping…came home watched a movie and cuddled….it was awesome. Can’t wait to go home and do some more of that..yay!
hey tumblrz! me again…at work ….like always…bored…feet hurting. …watching the all powerful father time slowly tick by taughting me…. aagghhh! come ooonnnnnnnnn 5:30!
At the job again….here till 5:30 and time needs to put a move on it. I miss my old store…The manager comes back next week and it makes me wanna throw up….man…I want to go home! Time, I ask with the greatest amount of respect if you see fit, to rush along like white water…I would be so very greatful…please..and thank you.
I am at home, chillen….relaxing with the man I love most in the world. He just had his feature at Sweet Epiphany! Where he put it down. He got up there and did his thang… I love his energy..he is so talented. I felt especially glowing when he debuted his first new project of 2010, a song that he wrote about me….because I was his muse. Wow…his muse, never thought I would inspire anyone to creativity. It is a great honor and humbling feeling… And I finished my home work in the nick of time, with time left on the clock…woooottt!! feeling extra good about that! This whole online learning is taking some getting use to, but I think I am getting the hang of it. LOL Anyone…on to more relaxing chillen off up in love… happy enjoying life…